2018年02月24日 16:32 (星期六)
You're so kind， thank you.
I don't know what to say. He is your dad eventually. I don't know him so I can't empathize with him. It wouldn't be ethical for me to talk about him. but I trust your every word. I can talk about my dad to make a point. He is a great guy. I would want him to be my father if I come to the world again. He works really hard for us but working for your kids doesn't mean you give them everything. I always appreciate his effort but I've never had dad-son moments with him. We never went to a sport organization together. We never talked about dad-son stuff. My mom has taught me the life. My point is I learned more about who I didn't want to be from my father then who I wanted to be. I want to be a model person for my children and for little kids in the future. He made you stronger. Putting up with that is gonna make you stronger than you ever imagined. How you learn isn't important， it is that you learn. I have to say this you're stronger and braver than I thought. Always be like this. You have challenged the life. I'm sure you'll be much more successful in the future. Because you have the power， I see it.
I don't hate anyone. Hate is feeling like love. If I hate them， it means I still feel something for them. It's better to feel nothing about them. I'm sure he loves you. He didn't want you to feel that way. Nobody would. I wish I could be there for you and do something for you. At least I would try to talk to him. It really made me very sad. You feel this way because you have a nice soul， heart.
It made me happy to hear that from you. Distance means nothing to me. I know you're there. Knowing this is soothing. You will never hurt me. I don't think you can hurt anyone. You're just so good. I'm sorry if my letter is short for you. I have to attend to a funeral service with my mom. I didn't want to leave without a reply. I really appreciate your existence， thank you.
由于Can马上要去参加一场葬礼，所以他的回复比较短。尽管比较短，但我仍能感到满满的真诚。谈论到家人、朋友这种比较敏感私密的关系，他的确不好加以评论，但他说他愿意相信我。我当然也希望我的父亲是爱我的，可是这种爱的方式不要也罢，我感受到的只有伤害。
