It is a feather;it is the seed of the grass,blown hither and thither,sometimes multiplying itself and dying in the act,sometimes carried away into the heavens.But if the seed be good and heavy it may perchance travel a little way on the road it will.It is well to try and journey one's road and to fight with the air.Man must die.At the worst he can but die a little sooner.I will go with thee across the desert and over the mountains,unless perchance I fall to the ground on the way,my father."He paused awhile,and then went on with one of those strange bursts of rhetorical eloquence which Zulus sometimes indulge in,and which,to my mind,full as they are of vain repetitions,show that the race is by no means devoid of poetic instinct and of intellectual power.
"What is life?Tell me,O white men,who are wise,who know the secrets of the world,and the world of stars,and the world that lies above and around the stars;who flash their words from afar without a voice;tell me,white men,the secret of our life -whither it goes and whence it comes!
"Ye cannot answer;ye know not.Listen,I will answer.Out of the dark we came,into the dark we go.Like a storm-driven bird at night we fly out of the Nowhere;for a moment our wings are seen in the light of the fire,and,lo!we are gone again into the Nowhere.Life is nothing.
Life is all.It is the hand with which we hold off death.It is the glow-worm that shines in the night-time and is black in the morning;it is the white breath of the oxen in winter;it is the little shadow that runs across the grass and loses itself at sunset.""You are a strange man,"said.Sir Henry,when he ceased.
Umbopa laughed."It seems to me that we are much alike,Incubu.
Perhaps I seek a brother over the mountains."I looked at him suspiciously."What dost thou mean?"I asked;"what dost thou know of the mountains?"
"A little;a very little.There is a strange land there,a land of witchcraft and beautiful things;a land of brave people and of trees and streams and white mountains and of a great white road.I have heard of it.But what is the good of talking?it grows dark.Those who live to see will see."Again I looked at him doubtfully.The man knew too much.
"Ye need not fear me,Macumazahn,"he said,interpreting my look.
"I dig no holes for ye to fall in.I make no plots.If ever we cross those mountains behind the sun,I will tell what I know.But death sits upon them.Be wise,and turn back.Go and hunt elephant.I have spoken."And without another word he lifted his spear in salutation and returned towards the camp,where shortly afterwards we found him cleaning a gun like any other Kaffir.
"That is an odd man,"said Sir Henry.
"Yes,"answered I,"too odd by half.I don't like his little ways.
He knows something,and won't speak out.But I suppose.it is no use quarrelling with him.We are in for a curious trip,and a mysterious Zulu won't make much difference one way or another."Next day we made our arrangements for starting.Of course it was impossible to drag our heavy elephant rifles and other kit with us across the desert,so,dismissing our bearers,we made an arrangement with an old native who had a kraal close by to take care of them till we returned.
It went to my heart to leave such things as those sweet tools to the tender mercies of an old thief,of a savage whose greedy eyes I could see gloating over them.But I took some precautions.
First of all I loaded all the rifles,and informed him that if he touched them they would go off.He instantly tried the experiment with my eight-bore,and it did go off,and blew a hole right through one of his oxen,which were just then being driven up to the kraal,to say nothing of knocking him head over heels with the recoil.He got up considerably startled,and not at all pleased at the loss of the ox,which he had the impudence to ask me to pay for,and nothing would induce him to touch them again.
"Put the live devils up there in the thatch,"he said,"out of the way,or they will kill us all."Then I told him that if,when we came back,one of those things was missing I would kill him and all his people by witchcraft;and if we died and he tried to steal the things,I would come and haunt him and turn his cattle mad and his milk sour till life was a weariness,and make the devils in the guns come out and talk to him in a way he would not like,and generally gave him a good idea of judgment to come.After that he swore he would look after them as though they were his father's spirit.He was a very superstitious old Kaffir and a great villain.
Having thus disposed of our superfluous gear we arranged the kit we five -Sir Henry,Good,myself,Umbopa,and the Hottentot Ventv?gel -were to take with us on our journey.It was small enough,but do what we would we could not get it down under about forty pounds a man.This is what it consisted of:
The three express rifles and two hundred rounds of ammunition.
The two Winchester repeating rifles (for Umbopa and Ventv?gel),with two hundred rounds of cartridge.
Three "Colt"revolvers and sixty rounds of cartridge.
Five Cochrane's water-bottles,each holding four pints.
Five blankets.
Twenty-five pounds'weight of biltong (sun-dried game flesh).
Ten pounds'weight of best mixed beads for gifts.
A selection of medicine,including an ounce of quinine,and one or two small surgical instruments.
Our knives,a few sundries,such as a compass,matches,a pocket-filter,tobacco,a trowel,a bottle of brandy,and the clothes we stood in.
This was our total equipment,a small one,indeed,for such a venture,but we dared not attempt to carry more.As it was,that load was a heavy one per man to travel across the burning desert with,for in such places every additional ounce tells upon one.But try as we would we could not see our way to reducing-it.There was nothing but what was absolutely necessary.