Benham's mother, whom he saw quarterly and also on the first of May, because it was her birthday, touched and coloured his imagination far more than his father did.She was now Lady Marayne, and a prominent, successful, and happy little lady.Her dereliction had been forgiven quite soon, and whatever whisper of it remained was very completely forgotten during the brief period of moral kindliness which followed the accession of King Edward the Seventh.
It no doubt contributed to her social reinstatement that her former husband was entirely devoid of social importance, while, on the other hand, Sir Godfrey Marayne's temporary monopoly of the caecal operation which became so fashionable in the last decade of Queen Victoria's reign as to be practically epidemic, created a strong feeling in her favour.
She was blue-eyed and very delicately complexioned, quick-moving, witty, given to little storms of clean enthusiasm; she loved handsome things, brave things, successful things, and the respect and affection of all the world.She did quite what she liked upon impulse, and nobody ever thought ill of her.
Her family were the Mantons of Blent, quite good west-country people.She had broken away from them before she was twenty to marry Benham, whom she had idealized at a tennis party.He had talked of his work and she had seen it in a flash, the noblest work in the world, him at his daily divine toil and herself a Madonna surrounded by a troupe of Blessed Boys--all of good family, some of quite the best.For a time she had kept it up even more than he had, and then Nolan had distracted her with a realization of the heroism that goes to the ends of the earth.She became sick with desire for the forests of Brazil, and the Pacific, and--a peak in Darien.Immediately the school was frowsty beyond endurance, and for the first time she let herself perceive how dreadfully a gentleman and a scholar can smell of pipes and tobacco.Only one course lay open to a woman of spirit....
For a year she did indeed live like a woman of spirit, and it was at Nolan's bedside that Marayne was first moved to admiration.She was plucky.All men love a plucky woman.
Sir Godfrey Marayne smelt a good deal of antiseptic soap, but he talked in a way that amused her, and he trusted as well as adored her.She did what she liked with his money, her own money, and her son's trust money, and she did very well.From the earliest Benham's visits were to a gracious presence amidst wealthy surroundings.The transit from the moral blamelessness of Seagate had an entirely misleading effect of ascent.
Their earlier encounters became rather misty in his memory; they occurred at various hotels in Seagate.Afterwards he would go, first taken by a governess, and later going alone, to Charing Cross, where he would be met, in earlier times by a maid and afterwards by a deferential manservant who called him "Sir," and conveyed, sometimes in a hansom cab and later in a smart brougham, by Trafalgar Square, Lower Regent Street, Piccadilly, and streets of increasing wealth and sublimity to Sir Godfrey's house in Desborough Street.Very naturally he fell into thinking of these discreet and well-governed West End streets as a part of his mother's atmosphere.
The house had a dignified portico, and always before he had got down to the pavement the door opened agreeably and a second respectful manservant stood ready.Then came the large hall, with its noiseless carpets and great Chinese jars, its lacquered cabinets and the wide staircase, and floating down the wide staircase, impatient to greet him, light and shining as a flower petal, sweet and welcoming, radiating a joyfulness as cool and clear as a dewy morning, came his mother."WELL, little man, my son," she would cry in her happy singing voice, "WELL?"So he thought she must always be, but indeed these meetings meant very much to her, she dressed for them and staged them, she perceived the bright advantages of her rarity and she was quite determined to have her son when the time came to possess him.She kissed him but not oppressively, she caressed him cleverly; it was only on these rare occasions that he was ever kissed or caressed, and she talked to his shy boyishness until it felt a more spirited variety of manhood."What have you been doing?" she asked, "since Isaw you last."
She never said he had grown, but she told him he looked tall; and though the tea was a marvellous display it was never an obtrusive tea, it wasn't poked at a fellow; a various plenty flowed well within reach of one's arm, like an agreeable accompaniment to their conversation.
"What have you done? All sorts of brave things? Do you swim now?
I can swim.Oh! I can swim half a mile.Some day we will swim races together.Why not? And you ride?...
"The horse bolted--and you stuck on? Did you squeak? I stick on, but I HAVE to squeak.But you--of course, No! you mustn't.I'm just a little woman.And I ride big horses...."And for the end she had invented a characteristic little ceremony.
She would stand up in front of him and put her hands on his shoulders and look into his face.
"Clean eyes?" she would say."--still?"
Then she would take his ears in her little firm hands and kiss very methodically his eyes and his forehead and his cheeks and at last his lips.Her own eyes would suddenly brim bright with tears.
"GO," she would say.
That was the end.
It seemed to Benham as though he was being let down out of a sunlit fairyland to this grey world again.
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