"Well, he said: 'An' if I tell what little I know, it won't bring him back, and it will set them all by the ears.I wish I had more headpiece,' said he; 'I am sore perplexed.But least said is soonest mended.' Yon is his favourite word; he comes back to't from a mile off."Margaret shook her head."Ay, we are wading in deep waters, my poor babe and me."It was Saturday night and no Luke.
"Poor Luke!" said Margaret."It was very good of him to go on such an errand.""He is one out of a hundred," replied Catherine warmly.
"Mother, do you think he would be kind to little Gerard?""I am sure he would.So do you be kinder to him when he comes back! Will ye now?""Ay,"
THE CLOISTER
Brother Clement, directed by the nuns, avoided a bend in the river, and striding lustily forward, reached a station some miles nearer the coast than that where Luke lay in wait for Gerard Eliassoen.And the next morning he started early, and was in Rotterdam at noon.He made at once for the port, not to keep Jerome waiting.
He observed several monks of his order on the quay; he went to them; but Jerome was not amongst them.He asked one of them whether Jerome had arrived? "Surely, brother, was the reply.
"Prithee, where is he?"
"Where? Why, there!" said the monk, pointing to a ship in full sail.And Clement now noticed that all the monks were looking seaward.
"What, gone without me! Oh, Jerome! Jerome!" cried he, in a voice of anguish.Several of the friars turned round and stared.
"You must be brother Clement," said one of them at length; and on this they kissed him and greeted him with brotherly warmth, and gave him a letter Jerome had charged them with for him.It was a hasty scrawl.The writer told him coldly a ship was about to sail for England, and he was loth to lose time.He (Clement) might follow if he pleased, but he would do much better to stay behind, and preach to his own country folk."Give the glory to God, brother; you have a wonderful power over Dutch hearts; but you are no match for those haughty islanders: you are too tender.
"Know thou that on the way I met one, who asked me for thee under the name thou didst bear in the world.Be on thy guard! Let not the world catch thee again by any silken net, And remember, Solitude, Fasting, and Prayer are the sword, spear, and shield of the soul.Farewell."Clement was deeply shocked and mortified at this contemptuous desertion, and this cold-blooded missive.
He promised the good monks to sleep at the convent, and to preach wherever the prior should appoint (for Jerome had raised him to the skies as a preacher), and then withdrew abruptly, for he was cut to the quick, and wanted to be alone.He asked himself, was there some incurable fault in him, repulsive to so true a son of Dominic? Or was Jerome himself devoid of that Christian Love which St.Paul had placed above Faith itself? Shipwrecked with him, and saved on the same fragment of the wreck: his pupil, his penitent, his son in the Church, and now for four hundred miles his fellow-traveller in Christ; and to be shaken off like dirt, the first opportunity, with harsh and cold disdain."Why worldly hearts are no colder nor less trusty than this," said he."The only one that ever really loved me lies in a grave hard by.Fly me, fly to England, man born without a heart; I will go and pray over a grave at Sevenbergen."Three hours later he passed Peter's cottage.A troop of noisy children were playing about the door, and the house had been repaired, and a new outhouse added.He turned his head hastily away, not to disturb a picture his memory treasured; and went to the churchyard.
He sought among the tombstones for Margaret's.He could not find it.He could not believe they had grudged her a tombstone, so searched the churchyard all over again.
"Oh poverty! stern poverty! Poor soul, thou wert like me no one was left that loved thee, when Gerard was gone."He went into the church, and after kissing the steps, prayed long and earnestly for the soul of her whose resting-place be could not find.
Coming out of the church he saw a very old man looking over the little churchyard gate.He went towards him, and asked him did he live in the place.
"Four score and twelve years, man and boy.And I come here every day of late, holy father, to take a peep.This is where I look to bide ere long.""My son, can you tell me where Margaret lies?""Margaret? There's a many Margarets here.""Margaret Brandt.She was daughter to a learned physician.""As if I didn't know that," said the old man pettishly."But she doesn't lie here.Bless you, they left this a longful while ago.
Gone in a moment, and the house empty.What, is she dead? Margaret a Peter dead? Now only think on't.Like enow; like enow, They great towns do terribly disagree wi' country folk.""What great towns, my son?"
"Well, 'twas Rotterdam they went to from here, so I heard tell; or was it Amsterdam? Nay, I trow 'twas Rotterdam? And gone there to die!"Clement sighed.
"'Twas not in her face now, that I saw.And I can mostly tell, Alack, there was a blooming young flower to be cut off so soon, and all old weed like me left standing still.Well, well, she was a May rose yon; dear heart, what a winsome smile she had, and-"God bless thee, my son," said Clement; "farewell!" and he hurried away.
He reached the convent at sunset, and watched and prayed in the chapel for Jerome and Margaret till it was long past midnight, and his soul had recovered its cold calm.
