It was late before they separated; the man Gray was incapably drunk.Macfarlane, sobered by his fury, chewed the cud of the money he had been forced to squander and the slights he had been obliged to swallow.Fettes, with various liquors singing in his head, returned home with devious footsteps and a mind entirely in abeyance.Next day Macfarlane was absent from the class, and Fettes smiled to himself as he imagined him still squiring the intolerable Gray from tavern to tavern.As soon as the hour of liberty had struck he posted from place to place in quest of his last night's companions.
He could find them, however, nowhere; so returned early to his rooms, went early to bed, and slept the sleep of the just.
At four in the morning he was awakened by the well-known signal.Descending to the door, he was filled with astonishment to find Macfarlane with his gig, and in the gig one of those long and ghastly packages with which he was so well acquainted.
'What?' he cried.'Have you been out alone? How did you manage?'
But Macfarlane silenced him roughly, bidding him turn to business.When they had got the body upstairs and laid it on the table, Macfarlane made at first as if he were going away.
Then he paused and seemed to hesitate; and then, 'You had better look at the face,' said he, in tones of some constraint.'You had better,' he repeated, as Fettes only stared at him in wonder.
'But where, and how, and when did you come by it?' cried the other.
'Look at the face,' was the only answer.
Fettes was staggered; strange doubts assailed him.He looked from the young doctor to the body, and then back again.At last, with a start, he did as he was bidden.He had almost expected the sight that met his eyes, and yet the shock was cruel.To see, fixed in the rigidity of death and naked on that coarse layer of sackcloth, the man whom he had left well clad and full of meat and sin upon the threshold of a tavern, awoke, even in the thoughtless Fettes, some of the terrors of the conscience.It was a CRAS TIBI which re-echoed in his soul, that two whom he had known should have come to lie upon these icy tables.Yet these were only secondary thoughts.
His first concern regarded Wolfe.Unprepared for a challenge so momentous, he knew not how to look his comrade in the face.He durst not meet his eye, and he had neither words nor voice at his command.
It was Macfarlane himself who made the first advance.He came up quietly behind and laid his hand gently but firmly on the other's shoulder.
'Richardson,' said he, 'may have the head.'
Now Richardson was a student who had long been anxious for that portion of the human subject to dissect.There was no answer, and the murderer resumed: 'Talking of business, you must pay me; your accounts, you see, must tally.'
Fettes found a voice, the ghost of his own: 'Pay you!' he cried.'Pay you for that?'
'Why, yes, of course you must.By all means and on every possible account, you must,' returned the other.'I dare not give it for nothing, you dare not take it for nothing; it would compromise us both.This is another case like Jane Galbraith's.The more things are wrong the more we must act as if all were right.Where does old K- keep his money?'
'There,' answered Fettes hoarsely, pointing to a cupboard in the corner.
'Give me the key, then,' said the other, calmly, holding out his hand.
There was an instant's hesitation, and the die was cast.
Macfarlane could not suppress a nervous twitch, the infinitesimal mark of an immense relief, as he felt the key between his fingers.He opened the cupboard, brought out pen and ink and a paper-book that stood in one compartment, and separated from the funds in a drawer a sum suitable to the occasion.
'Now, look here,' he said, 'there is the payment made - first proof of your good faith: first step to your security.You have now to clinch it by a second.Enter the payment in your book, and then you for your part may defy the devil.'
The next few seconds were for Fettes an agony of thought; but in balancing his terrors it was the most immediate that triumphed.Any future difficulty seemed almost welcome if he could avoid a present quarrel with Macfarlane.He set down the candle which he had been carrying all this time, and with a steady hand entered the date, the nature, and the amount of the transaction.
'And now,' said Macfarlane, 'it's only fair that you should pocket the lucre.I've had my share already.By the bye, when a man of the world falls into a bit of luck, has a few shillings extra in his pocket - I'm ashamed to speak of it, but there's a rule of conduct in the case.No treating, no purchase of expensive class-books, no squaring of old debts;borrow, don't lend.'
'Macfarlane,' began Fettes, still somewhat hoarsely, 'I have put my neck in a halter to oblige you.'
'To oblige me?' cried Wolfe.'Oh, come! You did, as near as I can see the matter, what you downright had to do in self-defence.Suppose I got into trouble, where would you be?
This second little matter flows clearly from the first.Mr.
Gray is the continuation of Miss Galbraith.You can't begin and then stop.If you begin, you must keep on beginning;that's the truth.No rest for the wicked.'
A horrible sense of blackness and the treachery of fate seized hold upon the soul of the unhappy student.
'My God!' he cried, 'but what have I done? and when did Ibegin? To be made a class assistant - in the name of reason, where's the harm in that? Service wanted the position;Service might have got it.Would HE have been where I am now?'
'My dear fellow,' said Macfarlane, 'what a boy you are! What harm HAS come to you? What harm CAN come to you if you hold your tongue? Why, man, do you know what this life is? There are two squads of us - the lions and the lambs.If you're a lamb, you'll come to lie upon these tables like Gray or Jane Galbraith; if you're a lion, you'll live and drive a horse like me, like K-, like all the world with any wit or courage.
