She vaguely felt herself put in the wrong, and he preferred that it should be so.It was the best form of preparation for any mood he might see that it might pay him to show her in the future.He was, in fact, confronting disdainfully his position.He had her on his hands and he was returning to his relations with no definite advantage to exhibit as the result of having married her.She had been supplied with an income but he had no control over it.It would not have been so if he had not been in such straits that he had been afraid to risk his chance by ****** a stand.To have a wife with money, a silly, sweet temper and no will of her own, was of course better than to be penniless, head over heels in debt and hemmed in by difficulties on every side.He had seen women trained to give in to anything rather than be bullied in public, to accede in the end to any demand rather than endure the shame of a certain kind of scene made before servants, and a certain kind of insolence used to relatives and guests.The quality he found most maddeningly irritating in Rosalie was her obviously absolute unconsciousness of the fact that it was entirely natural and proper that her resources should be in her husband's hands.He had, indeed, even in these early days, made a tentative effort or so in the form of a suggestive speech; he had given her openings to give him an opening to put things on a practical basis, but she had never had the intelligence to see what he was aiming at, and he had found himself almost floundering ungracefully in his remarks, while she had looked at him without a sign of comprehension in her ******, anxious blue eyes.The creature was actually trying to understand him and could not.That was the worst of it, the blank wall of her unconsciousness, her childlike belief that he was far too grand a personage to require anything.These were the things he was thinking over when he walked up and down the deck in unamiable solitariness.
Rosy awakened to the amazed consciousness of the fact that, instead of being pleased with the luxury and prettiness of her wardrobe and appointments, he seemed to dislike and disdain them.
"You American women change your clothes too much and think too much of them," was one of his first amiable criticisms."You spend more than well-bred women should spend on mere dresses and bonnets.In New York it always strikes an Englishman that the women look endimanche at whatever time of day you come across them.""Oh, Nigel!" cried Rosy woefully.She could not think of anything more to say than, "Oh, Nigel!""I am sorry to say it is true," he replied loftily.That she was an American and a New Yorker was being impressed upon poor little Lady Anstruthers in a new way--somehow as if the mere cold statement of the fact put a fine edge of sarca** to any remark.She was of too innocent a loyalty to wish that she was neither the one nor the other, but she did wish that Nigel was not so prejudiced against the places and people she cared for so much.
She was sitting in her stateroom enfolded in a dressing gown covered with cascades of lace, tied with knots of embroidered ribbon, and her maid, Hannah, who admired her greatly, was brushing her fair long hair with a gold-backed brush, ornamented with a monogram of jewels.
If she had been a French duchess of a piquant type, or an English one with an aquiline nose, she would have been beyond criticism; if she had been a plump, over-fed woman, or an ugly, ill-natured, gross one, she would have looked vulgar, but she was a little, thin, fair New Yorker, and though she was not beyond criticism--if one demanded high distinction--she was pretty and nice to look at.But Nigel Anstruthers would not allow this to her.His own tailors' bills being far in arrears and his pocket disgustingly empty, the sight of her ingenuous sumptuousness and the gay, accustomed ******ness of outlook with which she accepted it as her natural right, irritated him and roused his venom.Bills would remain unpaid if she was permitted to spend her money on this sort of thing without any consideration for the requirements of other people.
He inhaled the air and made a gesture of distaste.
"This sachet business is rather overpowering," he said."It is the sort of thing a woman should be particularly discreet about.""Oh, Nigel!" cried the poor girl agitatedly."Hannah, do go and call the steward to open the windows.Is it really strong?" she implored as Hannah went out."How dreadful.It's only orris and I didn't know Hannah had put it in the trunks.""My dear Rosalie," with a wave of the hand taking in both herself and her dressing case, "it is all too strong.""All--wh--what?" gaspingly.
"The whole thing.All that lace and love knot arrangement, the gold-backed brushes and scent bottles with diamonds and rubies sticking in them.""They--they were wedding presents.They came from Tiffany's.Everyone thought them lovely.""They look as if they belonged to the dressing table of a French woman of the demi-monde.I feel as if I had actually walked into the apartment of some notorious Parisian soubrette."Rosalie Vanderpoel was a clean-minded little person, her people were of the clean-minded type, therefore she did not understand all that this ironic speech implied, but she gathered enough of its significance to cause her to turn first red and then pale and then to burst into tears.She was crying and trying to conceal the fact when Hannah returned.She bent her head and touched her eyes furtively while her toilette was completed.
