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第19章 THE PIANO NEXT DOOR(1)

BABETTE had gone away for the summer; the furniture was in its summer linens; the curtains were down, and Babette's husband, John Boyce, was alone in the house.It was the first year of his marriage, and he missed Babette.But then, as he often said to him-self, he ought never to have married her.He did it from pure selfishness, and because he was determined to possess the most illusive, tantalizing, elegant, and utterly unmoral little creature that the sun shone upon.He wanted her because she reminded him of birds, and flowers, and summer winds, and other exqui-site things created for the delectation of mankind.He neither expected nor desired her to think.He had half-frightened her into marrying him, had taken her to a poor man's home, provided her with no society such as she had been accustomed to, and he had no reasonable cause of complaint when she answered the call of summer and flitted away, like a butterfly in the morning sunshine, to the place where the flowers grew.

He wrote to her every evening, sitting in the stifling, ugly house, and poured out his soul as if it were a libation to a goddess.

She sometimes answered by telegraph, some-times by a perfumed note.He schooled him-self not to feel hurt.Why should Babette write? Does a goldfinch indict epistles; or a humming-bird study composition; or a glancing, red-scaled fish in summer shallows consider the meaning of words?

He knew at the beginning what Babette was -- guessed her limitations -- trembled when he buttoned her tiny glove -- kissed her dainty slipper when he found it in the closet after she was gone -- thrilled at the sound of her laugh, or the memory of it! That was all.

A mere case of love.He was in bonds.

Babette was not.Therefore he was in the city, working overhours to pay for Babette's pretty follies down at the seaside.It was quite right and proper.He was a grub in the furrow; she a lark in the blue.Those had always been and always must be their relative positions.

Having attained a mood of philosophic calm, in which he was prepared to spend his evenings alone -- as became a grub -- and to await with dignified patience the return of his wife, it was in the nature of an inconsist-ency that he should have walked the floor of the dull little drawing-room like a lion in cage.It did not seem in keeping with the position of superior serenity which he had assumed, that, reading Babette's notes, he should have raged with jealousy, or that, in the loneliness of his unkempt chamber, he should have stretched out arms of longing.

Even if Babette had been present, she would only have smiled her gay little smile and co-quetted with him.She could not understand.

He had known, of course, from the first mo-ment, that she could not understand! And so, why the ache, ache, ache of the heart!

Or WAS it the heart, or the brain, or the soul?

Sometimes, when the evenings were so hot that he could not endure the close air of the house, he sat on the narrow, dusty front porch and looked about him at his neighbors.The street had once been smart and aspiring, but it had fallen into decay and dejection.Pale young men, with flurried-looking wives, seemed to Boyce to occupy most of the houses.Some-times three or four couples would live in one house.Most of these appeared to be child-less.The women made a pretence at fashion-able dressing, and wore their hair elaborately in fashions which somehow suggested board-ing-houses to Boyce, though he could not have told why.Every house in the block needed fresh paint.Lacking this renovation, the householders tried to make up for it by a display of lace curtains which, at every window, swayed in the smoke-weighted breeze.

Strips of carpeting were laid down the front steps of the houses where the communities of young couples lived, and here, evenings, the inmates of the houses gathered, committing mild extravagances such as the treating of each other to ginger ale, or beer, or ice-cream.

Boyce watched these tawdry makeshifts at sociability with bitterness and loathing.He wondered how he could have been such a fool as to bring his exquisite Babette to this neighborhood.How could he expect that she would return to him? It was not reason-able.He ought to go down on his knees with gratitude that she even condescended to write him.

Sitting one night till late, -- so late that the fashionable young wives with their husbands had retired from the strips of stair carpeting, -- and raging at the loneliness which ate at his heart like a cancer, he heard, softly creep-ing through the windows of the house adjoin-ing his own, the sound of comfortable mel-ody.

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